I'm kind of lost... Really lost, actually. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm full of love and full of sadness all at the same time. I really don't even know why I'm writing this. I just wanted you to know that I love you, even though I don't think you'll ever read this. I've loved you this whole time, before we were together and after you left. You were my best friend. I don't know how to stop loving you.