I'm kind of lost... Really lost, actually. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm full of love and full of sadness all at the same time. I really don't even know why I'm writing this. I just wanted you to know that I love you, even though I don't think you'll ever read this. I've loved you this whole time, before we were together and after you left. You were my best friend. I don't know how to stop loving you.

The Nightingale and the Rose

“‘What a silly thing Love is,’ said the Student as he walked away. ‘It is not half as useful as Logic, for it does not prove anything, and it is always telling one of things that are not going to happen, and making one believe things that are not true. In fact, it is quite unpractical, and, as in this age, to be practical is everything. I shall go back to Philosophy and study Metaphysics.’

So he returned to his room and pulled out a great dusty book, and began to read.”

-Oscar Wilde

I need to go read a book.

Nervous

I enrolled at East Central yesterday.

Monday, Wednesday, Friday:
College Algebra (iffy)
Freshman Composition I (unsure)

Tuesday, Thursday:
Choices in Wellness (lawl)
Computer Programming I (scared)

Thursday:
Freshman Seminar (pointless)

Anywho, I'm nervous about starting school. I'm always nervous about starting anything new. Hope I do well.

Man's Best Friend

You've been in my life for almost a decade. That's a long time for you. As cheesy as it sounds, I loved you from the moment I first saw you. You could fit in the palm of my hands and you were just so cute. You always reminded me of myself in the way you sat back and watched everything go by. No matter how many times you ran out the door when it was left open and I had to go chasing after you, I was always glad you came back to me. 
I'm sitting here in disbelief because I can't believe you've left. I miss you.

I love you, Ellie. See you later.